You know when you're in the routine of feeding, changing, diapering and carrying your kid around and one day you realized the routine changed and you don't know the moment it did? You can’t remember when you last fed them mashed food and then they’re eating solids? Then, the last time you carried your kid? Now you’re carrying their sports equipment. It's sometimes a fleeting mama moment, this awareness. I am the kind of mom that ponders these awarenesses and ask myself,